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I am a writer, I love to express myself through my poetry... My
thoughts, my feelings, anything really. Here is where I will post my poems, please let me know what you think of them!
One
Looking at a picture of you,
Smiling.
The thought of you fills me
with
such joy,
And I am so glad that we’ve met.
When I see you smile,
My heart begins to pound,
I love the way
you make me feel.
And your voice,
It brightens my world,
Like the sunniest of days.
Your body close to mine,
Warms
me,
with the simplest touch.
I long for you,
To wrap your arms around me,
For your warm embrace.
To taste your
lips,
It would be like heaven.
That one first kiss,
Is all I need,
And I will fall through the sky,
Forever
feeling new.
I can imagine our world,
A place we can create,
A land all our own.
But for now,
It is only in
my dreams,
But someday soon,
I pray,
That you will help me
To make my dreams a reality.
Bring my fantasies
to life,
And to let us be together,
As one.
This poem is dedicated to My best bud in the loops, Riley! Your
awesome man!
This World is Gone
I sit alone
Listening
Wondering.
So much pain.
I can't take it any longer.
Each
word of hate you spew
Cuts into me,
Like a dagger penetrating my heart
And as these cuts begin to grow
I shed
my blood.
Drip, Drip, Drip,
It falls to the ground,
Spiralling, swirling, laughing at my hurt.
And as the drops
fall,
As if in slow motion,
I know my world is falling with them.
I watch my dreams fade away,
And my hopes slowly
disintegrate.
And as these drops of blood hit the ground
I feel the pain
Surging through the whole of me
Splash,
Splash, BOOM!
I fall,
Hit the ground
And with the impact I am no more.
Everything grows quiet,
All but the
sound of my soul
Escaping my body
As it cries out in sorrow
For it is broken,
Shattered beyond repair
And no
longer will I wonder,
No longer will I listen,
Because there is nothing left to hear...
Searching
I watch you, look into your eyes
I am trying to read between the lines.
But
I cannot tell if there is anything left.
There written on your face, is a blank story,
It shows me nothing, it does
not help.
How will I ever know?
Shadows build upon my life,
And every minute I am without you
I die just a little
more.
Each day I relive those moments,
I return to the memories,
And I begin to cry.
No, not tears of joy, but
of sadness, of hate.
I am sad because you left me,
I can't have you anymore.
And I resent you because you had to
leave.
Now you are but a dream to me,
And in reality you have left me broken hearted.
I feel abandoned,
Left alone
in a cold world.
Nothing to comfort me, no one to keep me warm.
So I sit in silence as the world flies past,
And
I let it go.
I release all of my thoughts to the wind,
But still you come back to me.
You always do in my fantasy
world,
And once again I embrace you,
And a single tear falls from my eye,
And I allow the darkness to fall away,
With
a drop of salty water,
I slip into bliss
Slipping Away
Slipping, sliding, slowly gliding, falling from the sky.
Lonely, longing, not belonging, but always I must try.
Earth
starts quaking, body's shaking, hurt from all the lies,
Dreams are shattered, hopes are scattered, thoughts begin to fly.
Painful
silence, dreaded violence, world begins to fall.
Reaching for you, all I can do, but you can't hear my call.
Dreading
danger, feel like a stranger, forgotten, lost, and small,
Careless crying, slowly dying, trapped behind a wall.
Fading
fast, world flies past, consumed by what I feel,
Haunted haven, mind will cave in, flaunting what is real.
Sanity slipping,
blood starts dripping, from wounds you cannot heal,
Mind is faking, heart is breaking, nothing left to deal.
Mindless mishaps, want to collapse, never will be whole,
Destined dying, thoughts colliding, eating at my soul.
World is broken, words unspoken, no longer will feel full,
Denied betrayal,still I fail, feel used like a tool.
Lost, alone in a cold, dark world,
Nothing left for me.
Trapped behind these blood stained walls,
And I know I can't be free...
Giving in
Lost in the shadows, so far away
Constantly praying for a better day
Darkness
shatters my hopes and dreams
While somewhere in the distance somebody screams.
And in the midst of it all
I am trying
to be strong, trying not to fall.
But in my heart I feel such pain,
And I know that there will be no gain.
There
is no need to continue trying,
Because deep inside I am slowly dying.
And as I look up to the sky,
A single tear
falls from my eye.
And as I stumble into darkness
I know that there is nothing left
To keep me sane, to keep me calm
And
as fear takes over I drop the bomb.
And finally the time is here
To not stand up, to give into fear.
Looking for myself
The sun is shining, it's warmth ours down
As I sit upon the soft forest ground.
The trees surround me so no one can see,
The helpless, hopeless, self seeking me.
Lost in a world so full of fear,
Wondering if the time is near,
The time when I will find my way,
When I will see a brighter day.
Who am I? I'm not myself,
I don't act like me, please give me help.
I need to find out who I am,
Although you may not give a damn.
To feel so alone in a world so big,
To feel as though you'll never fit in,
It hurts deep inside with this broken pride,
I can't keep this up, I've lost my stride.
It's time to end this, to show my true self,
But first I need to find me, please give me your help.
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